FUCKER.
FUK
EVERYTHING IS GOING AGAINST ME
HOW AM I GONNA FACE THEM
I FEEL FUCKING USELESS
I FEEL FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE.
CAN YOU JUST FUCKING STAND IN MY SHOE.
AND THEIR SHOE.
R WENT TO ROCKRECORDS ALTHOUGH SHE'S DAMN BUSY
JUST FOR ME.

SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL.
SO WHAT IF I HAVE THEM
MY DAMN GOOD FRIENDS.
I CANT HELP OR DO ANYTHING.

CAFEDELMAR IS ENOUGH.
IM HELL GUILTY TO WANSIA.
REGINA SUYATI DESLYN .
WHO EVER WHO WENT TO CAFEDELMAR THAT DAY.
I ALMOST GOT THEM INTO TROUBLE.
AND NOW.
I TROUBLE THEM AGAIN AND AGAIN.
AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE EXCITEMENT
WHEN I KNOW THAT WE ARE GOING.
I HAD NEVER EVER FUCKING EXPERIENCE IT
IN MY FUCKING 14YEARSLIFE.
SO WHAT.
EVEN IF YOU LET ME GO
GOLD COAST?AMERICA?JAPAN NOW.
IT WONT FUCKING ABLE TO COVER AND
GET THE GUILTINESS HELL OUT OF MY HEART.

I CAN SHOW YOU HOW REBELLIOUS I CAN GET.
AND FUCKING.
BEAR IN MIND THAT.
NAHBEH DONT DRAG MY THINGS
TO THEM.
IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM
THEY HELPED ME AGAIN AND AGAIN.
STUDY.PLAY.WHATEVER.

KNNBCCB.

I FUCKING FEEL
HELL
DAMN
IRRESPONSIBLE.
USELESS.
A PIECE OF CRAP.

CAN YOU JUST RESPECT ME?!?!!?!?!!


I SWEAR.
I WILL GET THE DAMN WHOLE NAME LIST.
FROM SIA.
AND CALL EVERY EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM.
I PROMISED TO HELP
I WILL.
EVEN IF IM NOT GOING
I WILL STILL HELP.


NAHBEH.
CAN YOU JUST TELL ME HOW I FACE THEM NEXT TIME.
CAN YOU TELL ME HOW TO NOT LIVE IN GUILTINESS.
NOW.
I FEEL GUILTY.
TO YOU.
CB.

GIVE ME $1000000000
I WILL JUST FUCKING TAKE AND THROW AT YOUR FACE.
LET ME TELL YOU
MONEY CANT BUY FRIENDSHIP
MONEY CANT BUY RELATIONSHIP
MONEY CANT BUY RESPONSIBLITY.
MONEY DONT DO WONDERS.
KNN LA.


USELESS.
PIECE OF DXX.
FUCKING SHATTERING LIKE GLASS NOW.
IM GOING CRAZY.